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Would you like what you see? If I take off my mask... Am I who you wanted me to be? If I take off my mask... will you still love me? If I take off my mask... Will you finally be happy? No...you wanted the real me, the one I'd never let you see. And look where it got us... you don't even know me....

Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, Please forgive the manner of my leaving. My love and need for all of you remain. I could not long such suffering sustain, Nor would it long have held you from your grieving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I hope that choice will not my memory stain, Nor lead you to be wroth at my deceiving. My love and need for all of you remain. For only in you do I live again, Woven like a wind into your weaving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I put to you the plea of the self-slain: To comprehend an anguish past conceiving. My love and need for all of you remain

The pain is hidden well and yet my heart still thrums with pain my eyes drip with scarlet misery but my bangs curtain my shame. My scars tear open against my shredded jeans. The stitches rip away, Blood tattooed along the seams. Do you see the maroon stained fabric? That kisses my torn skin? Do you see the bloody snowflakes? Traced upon my shins? Those snowflakes glitter Laced with crimson dew. Do you see my pretty snowflakes? That I just carved for you…

The sky was gray The rain was cold Her life was over Or so she was told. She shivered inside And turned her head To look at him through the rain While she cried and said, 'Lie to me.' He turned around And replied, 'I love you.' He walked away And never came back, While her tears slowly dried to black, He left her there With a bleeding heart In a living nightmare Till death do they part.

I watch you with a heavy sigh With tired, weary eyes I watch you with a broken heart With my invisible eyes I watch you walk away With my red eyes I watch my opportunity fade away With lifeless eyes I watch my life fall to pieces With tears in my eyes I watch my everything pass me by And I don't want to see any more.

I feel my demons coming They are screaming deep inside As they rip apart my soul There is no place I can hide. Coming with destructive thoughts They are filling up my head Whispering into my ears I might as well be dead. So I go into my lonely room I just cant fight anymore All the rage and self hate I just cant seem to ignore. Here I scream and sit in silence So many tears flood my eyes Needing to release my inner torment Needing someone to hear my cries I grab the matches and light a candle As I turn off the lights I watch the razor cut me slowly Its going to be another bloody night. Too many thoughts in my head I no lo

You're a fuck up, a mess up. Maybe just misread. You're a fuck up, a mess up. Maybe just mislead You're a fuck up, a mess up. Better off dead. Stand up strong, don't ever break. You've just misread. You're weak, You always crack. You're just mislead. You always fuck up, always mess up. Better off dead. Don't let them see you cry, Don't ever let them in. You're just misread You're not good enough, you never will be. You're just mislead You're a fuck up a mess up. Better off dead. Make them proud; give them what they want. You're just misread You're hurting them, you always do. You're just mislead You're a fuck up, a mess up,